CUI

I applied for a job in a food ingredient company that stated that it would be good to know Japanese.

The job agency called me and tested my spoken Japanese.

TOTALLY CANNOT MAKE IT.

I feel SO morally punched after the conversation that I want to die.

My learning journey of 5 years since Year 2 (with a lot of stoppages in between).................... totally couldn't give me the speaking skills.

Sigh. I need to re-think my learning method. And it's time to go back to the meetups to look for practice partners.